Scrambled Thoughts..

Loss.

You feel stagnant, while the world moves on
You feel alone, with the whole world around

Loss has no reason, loss has pain
loss has no pity, loss has tears
loss is inevitable yet, loss has guilt.

The swearing doesn't take the pain away
The anger does not serve the guilt
All search goes in wain,
As no reason justifies the thought.

loss of the valuable, loss of life
loss of words, loss of belief

One loss leads to another, don't know how this cycle breaks.
you try to forget you try to move on, but there comes that minute of the day
which brings the past flashing back again, there's no erasing it says.

Wonder why the mind presides over the loss, remembers every detail
While everyday gains just fade away

Loss forces you to give up, to get lost in that maze of life
To stay there and never take a step ahead
No matter how hard you try,
The end brings you back to that same point
The point of loss

Again that wave of losses, hits you like a storm
A storm of tears in which you submerge and float away.

You look for that boat, that li'l board which can bring you back to the shore
A hand to hold to help you take the step ahead just ray to show the way
but the loss of belief tells you it ain't coming and forces you to quit trying

Today, I don't know anymore,
I don't know what can pull you out
what can save the drowning, what can help you walk
what can hold your hand, what can support your thought.
And its not the unknown,
but the not knowing that drowns you then again.

Love Always

Signing off

just me