Saturday, September 8, 2012

Therapy

I just read, writing is therapeutic and I seriously need therapy. Exams in less then a week, pending internship, upcoming marriage, high time to find a direction for life and work on it, is all on my head yet the only thing I seem to be doing in lazing around and getting bored. One may think how can someone be so lazy when he has so much to do, but well yes, that's what I have been doing.

College restarted, equations of life changed, new people came, old people went, emotional journey continued and I haven't written since. There are some things that I have to do now. Now before it too late but I don't feel like doing them at all. I keep rechecking the decisions I have made rather then accepting them, loving them and living with them.

A life with no regrets, well that's a pretty hard thing to do when you know you are responsible  for your life. I haven't vent out the anger, frustration or even the joy for a long time or so i feel and it makes me feel I am going to explode soon with this pent up pile of emotions. that's whats making me fat maybe, penting up emotions! (got something to put the blame on, yay!) :P

Just realized making another person smile in times of stress is something that gives joy beyond words. I knew this but had never experienced it, just did so I can say its really reliving to hear that laughter rather than see that wipe that tear which was about to fall and only words have the power to do that. I know sometimes you just have to let those tears flow and thus u remain silent but that should not be always.

Yes i know I am blabbering crap, most of which is not understood without context but I told you I need therapy dint I? Feel better now. Need to make a plan of action and work on it. Writing is therapeutic after all! try it yourself! :) 


Love Always
Signing off
just me