Life: The biggest Contradiction!

So, This has Been in my notes for a while now, so I just thought, it's time to post. Thus, without any fine tuning here goes a piece of impulsive writing:

"dil ki gar sunoon to hai

dimaag ki to hai nahi

jaan loon ke jaan doon

main rahoon ke main nahi"

(Gulzar's  version of 'to be or not to be' of Hamlet in the movie Haider.)

To be or not to be is just the begining
Down the lane there is much more awaiting

I want To fly free & be grounded
I wnat To let go & be bounded
I want To follow the impulse & contemplate
I want To make it happen & leave it to fate

I want To speak out & stay shy
I want To wait & just give it a try
 I want To lead & to follow
I want To dive in the deep & float in the shallow

I want To cry my heart out & laugh out loud
I want To be alone & among the crowd
I want To be serene & be wild
I want to be mature & be a child

I want to be told & have a choice
I want to be quiet & have a voice

There's no cure to this confusion
Life is but, a contradiction

Love Always

Signing off

__just me__